Carroll J. Parr 

No! I Can't stop loving you_

     No! I will not leave you alone_

No! This is not a game_

     No! I won't take your love granted_

No! I won't stop making your smile_

     No! I will not let this end, as long as I have 

breath in my body_

     No! I want remove you from my thoughts_

No! you can't stop thinking about me either_

      No! I never said it would be easy only 

fulfilling in the end_

      No! I will never give up_

If you want me to tell you I don't want you 

in my life or I don't don't love you - I can't____________ _________No!

For You & You know who You are!

Dec. 2008 By Carroll Parr

Thinking of you today, tomorrow, forever! 

Wishing our hearts were still meended together! I know in you life I've been mostly stormy weather

But the Sun has parfed those clouds, so let's make it better_ 

Will you stay in my life forever? 

The thoughts of you have captured my brain, as I look out my window at birds fly thru the rain.

Say my name and ease this pain_ Let me love you without the games

You gave me the key to your heart before_ 

Now it's time I gave you mine & more

But before you go in, I have to tell you some things

one:  it  has been abandoned for quite some time. 

two: it's been broken more than one time; 

threee: It needs to be mended

My life has been painful inside & outside. Belly s womb, but the souls say I'm blessed to be alvive, when they know not what I face 'throughout' the daytime & night. As I sit all died out, & suicide I know is my only way out, this world of stress, in this Xlesh_ Interfere

Yet, I hear it would imprede, with my .... likes directions_ Last attemp back in '98 I felt as 2 hanged, & it's a shame that they quake me back to this Pain